I’m Not A Slut

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My name is Jessica.  I always thought of myself as a fairly normal girl, growing up in a fairly normal family in a fairly normal neighborhood.  My parents were conservative and my mother taught me to be a lady, crossing my legs in multiple circumstances for multiple reasons.  In my high school years, she would point out examples of a few girls in the neighborhood who “ruined their lives” becoming pregnant or having a reputation of being a slut.  In spite of her examples, like most girls I was still curious and interested in boys while being cautious as a result of her warnings.My first encounter with the opposite sex was in summer camp.  We were both still in our innocent time when we met during the evening campfire gathering.  His name was Eddie and he asked if I wanted to take a walk by the lake.  I consented and within ten minutes we were kissing and hugging in a secluded spot along the lake shore.  It was the perfect situation.  Both of us inexperienced, yet wanting and needing to explore our natural desires.  Since we were from different towns and schools, I felt comfortable knowing our interlude would remain between us in safety.  The first night was confined to kissing and hugging.  We agreed to meet, again, the next night.The second night, we moved forward with petting.  This led to laying in a sandy patch with him on top of me.  I could feel his stiff member against my pelvis.  It was quite exciting.  Unfortunately, we had to stop and get up when we heard some other people approaching us.With only one night remaining, I was determined to fulfill my curiosities during this last short opportunity.  I wore a halter top and loose shorts with flip-flops.  I didn’t want to attract attention, but I wanted to be accessible.  This time we walked a little further around the lake so there was less chance of being interrupted. Eddie put his arms around me.  As we started kissing, his hands moved down to my ass.  I began to tingle at the feel of his palms on my cheeks.  I tightened my arms around his shoulders in satisfaction and permission to continue.  He began to probe further, lowering his hands below the bottom of my shorts, then up under them.  I pushed my pelvis against his, urging him on.  His hands lowered, again, before moving them up under my panties, his bare hands rubbing my bare cheeks.  I could feel my heart beating like a drum.  I could also feel his penis growing and hardening between us.I began to move my hips up and down the front of him.  He responded by squeezing my cheeks while pulling me tighter against him.  After a few minutes of rubbing our bodies tightly together, he suddenly pushed away, almost crying, “Oh no!”He turned slightly, pulling his shorts down while reaching for his penis.  I asked, “Are you okay?”His face was red with a sad, yet embarrassed expression, as he apologized, “I’m sorry.  I can’t believe I just shot my load like that.  You had me so excited.  Let me do something for you.”My naivety left me a little confused.  I wasn’t sure what happened and I wasn’t sure what he wanted to do for me.  But, he sounded so apologetic and sincere that I wanted to find out.  He reached behind my neck and untied my halter, pulling it down exposing my breasts.  Then, he leaned down and put my right nipple in his mouth.  I couldn’t believe the sensations I was having.  I instinctively put both my hands on his head and pulled it tight against my breast.  He gently sucked my nipple, increasing the wonderful feeling to an indescribable height beyond any in my life before.  After a few minutes, he moved to my left breast and the feelings repeated themselves a second time.Just when I thought it couldn’t get any better, he moved in front of me and drifted to his knees as his tongue moved from my breast, down my stomach, and to my waistline.  He pulled my shorts and panties down to my knees as his tongue continued downward to the top of my vagina.  I thought I was going to faint.  He began to flick my clitoris with his tongue before licking up and down my slit, prompting me to spread my feet apart, both for balance and access.  I could feel the wetness.  Again, I grabbed his head with both of my hands, pulling him tight between my legs.  I felt like something inside me was building up, getting ready to explode from me.Suddenly, I heard someone calling my name in the distance.  Eddie stood up.  I pulled up my shorts and panties.  Then, I asked him to tie my halter behind my neck.  It was one of the girls from my cabin.  I yelled, “I’m over here!”“We missed Göztepe Escort you at the campfire.  Tonight’s the last night.”It would be months before I had another chance to explore my sexuality.  But, this time, I was better prepared.  I listened to some of the girls at school and started reading numerous articles on the internet.  I became determined to experience an orgasm. It was my senior year in high school and my Spanish club was sponsoring a class trip to Spain.  There were fifteen students, four parents, and a teacher.  We stayed in a hotel in Madrid.  The other girl in my room was going out with one of the boys on the trip who was staying across the hallway.  She asked if I would mind if he came over to our room for a while.  I told her I would go out for a walk so they could have the room to themselves for a few hours. When I got on the elevator, there was a boy who was also on a class trip with another school.  We started talking on the way down to the lobby and ended up having a soda together on the hotel patio café.  After sitting for an hour or so, he asked if I would like to come to his room.  He must have come from an upscale school.  Each student had his own room.Once we were in his room, we sat on the couch and resumed talking.  He spoke some Spanish to me, saying how beautiful I was.  I leaned over and gave him a kiss on his cheek, replying “thank you” in Spanish, also.  It was apparent we wanted the same thing.  He leaned over and kissed me on the lips this time.  I put my arms around his neck and pulled him against me.  It didn’t take long before we were probing each other’s bodies, removing articles of clothing from the other.He stood up, took my hand, and led me to the bed.  I pulled off his remaining clothes.  He was already hard as a rock.  I removed my bra and panties while he reached over to his wallet on the dresser.  He took out a condom and handed it to me.  It was the first time I ever saw one.  I tore open the wrapper and removed the condom.  Then, I ran my hand up and down his penis several times.  I think he realized I was inexperienced and help me put the condom on him.I lay on the bed on my back as he gently opened my legs with his hands before getting on his knees and bending down on top of me.  He moved his body onto mine as he flexed his hips down toward me.  I could feel the tip push against me.  He pressed his lips on mine.  His body was slightly suspended by his elbows.  He gently pushed his stiff shaft into my waiting entrance.  I let out a loud sigh as he began to penetrate me.  He let some of the weight of his body rest on mine.  I had dreamed of this moment for months.  Our lips started to come to life as he began to use his hips to move himself inside me.  I held my arms around his waist, pulling and pushing in time with him.He accelerated his pace.  I could feel the heat inside my pussy building.  I began to arch my body upward in an attempt to get him deeper inside me.  After what seemed like a few minutes, his pace started to slow as he seemed to tire a little.  Frustrated, I rolled us both over so I was on top.  I bent my knees and sat up on him.  I started bouncing up and down, letting my entire weight rest on him on my downward plunge for maximum penetration.  The heat increased and I could feel my insides building up.  He was panting loudly, his face was beginning to contort, and his eyes seemed to stare into heaven. I began moving at a frenzied pace.  My eyes were squinting and my breasts were bouncing.  I was breathing heavily.  He let out a loud groan, “I’m coming, baby.”  He held my waist tightly, slowing my rhythm.  I didn’t pay much attention to him until I realized he had softened.  The heat was subsiding.  My fire was going out.I asked, almost angrily, “What happened?”He responded, “I came, you drained me dry.”I pushed myself up, feeling his deflated penis fall out of me.  I had to ask, “Do all guys come so quickly?”He answered, “I don’t think forty-five minutes is quick.”I didn’t realize how long we were fucking.  It seemed like less.  All I knew is I didn’t have an orgasm.  I apologized, “I’m sorry, it must be me.   I have to get back to my room.”When I returned from Spain, I was greeted with an acceptance letter from my first-choice college.  This was great news.  It was a rural campus in the more liberal Northeast, over five hundred miles from home.  This would be my opportunity to spread my wings and my legs, as well as get a valuable degree in business science.  Göztepe Escort Bayan I was excited about living away from home for a while.I turned eighteen a few months before graduating from high school.  My father bought a new car for my mother and gave me her old car for my birthday so I had transportation for college.  They followed me up to my dorm and helped me get situated before the semester started.  It was a girls’ dorm and I had one roommate.  Her name was Dawn.  She was from the New York area.  Since we still had over a week before classes began, we spent a lot of time getting to know each other.  She was quite a free spirit and completely uninhibited.  She liked to lounge around our dorm room in her bra and panties or just a long nightshirt with nothing underneath. One night we talked about boys and sex.  She was certainly more experienced than I was.  Then, I told her about my few frustrating times.  She responded, “I have something for that.”  She opened one of her drawers and removed a wooden box that resembled my mother’s silverware chest.  She set it on the bed and opened it.  To my surprise, there were four vibrators setting in carved-out profiles in foam rubber, as if for display. She declared, “Never leave home without them.”  As she began to remove one of them, she said, “You must try this one.  It has a remote control, variable speed, it’s eight-inches long, and quite big around.  It will fill you up and take you to the moon.”  She had a sense of pride in her expression as she handed it to me.My face must have been red with embarrassment, prompting her to say, “Don’t be shy, sister.  Most women have them.  They just don’t talk about them and keep them hidden.  Don’t worry, they’re clean.  I wash them thoroughly after each use and what happens in this dorm room, stays in this dorm room.  Do you want me to go first?”She took my lack of response and bewildered look on my face as a “yes” to her question.  She removed another one from its custom pocket.  It had a wire with a controller attached.  With a big smile on her face, she leaned back on her bed, pulled up her nightshirt and pushed the vibrator into her pussy in a slow, deliberate movement.  Then, she sat up on the bed and pushed one of the buttons on the black box in her hand.“That feels so good.  Now, it’s your turn.  Do you want me to put it in for you?”I was still sitting there, on my bed, in a somewhat state of shock.  She stood up, with the controller in her hand, walked over to me, put her hand on my shoulders, and gently pushed me onto my back with my knees hanging over the edge of the bed.  She clipped the controller to the top of her nightshirt before pulling my shorts and panties down my legs, dropping them on the floor.  Then, she took the vibrator out of my hand. “Are you ready, Jess?” Again, without a word from me, she opened my legs apart before putting the vibrator up to the entrance of my pussy as she said, “Good, you’re pretty wet already.”  I could feel my lips opening as the stiff, yet soft phallus began entering me.  She slowly and cautiously pushed it until I could feel her fingers touching my folds.  She was right: it filled me.She walked back over to her bed and pulled out the remote controller.  Suddenly, I could feel the vibration inside me.  Dawn slowly increased the speed.  I was tingling inside.  She put the controller in my hand, pulled me up to a sitting position and said, “Okay, Jess, you’re in control now.”She sat next to me on my bed and showed me the functions on the remote control before asking, “Doesn’t that feel great?  This will take care of your problem.  Just let it happen and don’t hold back when it comes.”I just looked at her and smiled.  Any embarrassment that remained was melting away with the feeling of satisfaction inside me.  I watched the expressions on Dawn’s face as she kept adjusting her controller and moving her legs apart and then tight.  Then, I did the same.  The vibration seemed more intense when I squeezed my legs together tightly. After quite a while of us both sitting on our vibrators, Dawn started to squirm as her face began to contort.  She crossed her legs and fell back on the bed.  She openly moaned as her orgasm was apparent. Afterward, she sat up and asked, “Well, are you getting close?”I was more comfortable since Dawn’s open display of satisfaction and encouraged with the joy it brought her.  I could feel my insides begin to build up.  Unlike my past experiences, there were no interruptions Escort Göztepe and the vibrator never quit.  I had to let out a small moan as I closed my legs tightly.  I could feel it coming and it must have been obvious as Dawn coached me on.  “Let it go, baby, let it go!”The feeling was indescribable.  My heart was beating like a drum; my insides were tingling everywhere.  I felt warm and flush.  It was like I was at the top of a roller coaster, ready to plunge down.  Then it came like a tidal wave.  I fell back and crossed my legs as I finally had my first orgasm.   I cried out in ecstasy, “Eureka!  Thank you so much, Dawn.”  It was even better than I thought it would be.  I just lay there for ten minutes savoring in its aftermath, smiling from ear to ear.Dawn looked at me and chuckled, “Wow!  That must have been a whopper, Babe.”  She stood up, reached under her shirt, and pulled her vibrator out before putting it in her mouth.I looked at her, “Uhhh, how can you do that?”She smiled, “You should try it.  I love the taste.  I haven’t steered you wrong yet.  Have I?”I replied, “No, you haven’t.  In fact, I’ll be forever grateful for tonight.  I was so afraid there was something wrong with me.  Now I feel so relieved, thanks to you.  Can I ask you a personal question?”“Of course, you can, Jess.  You’re my BFF.  Ask away.”I stuttered for a moment, “Are you a lesbian?”“No, dear.  I’m bisexual.  I like sex any way I can get it.  I guess I’m just a slut.”My mom’s words rang in my ears.  The word ‘Slut’ represented all the doomed and bad girls in the world.  I didn’t want to fall in that category as I defended myself to Dawn, “I don’t think I’m a slut because I want to enjoy sex.”Dawn assured me, “No, dear.  You’re not a slut.  Girls just want to have fun.  There’s nothing wrong with that.”I stood up to remove the vibrator, which was still on full speed, when I felt myself beginning to tingle inside, again.Dawn looked at me and asked, “Do you want me to take that out for you, Jess?”I quickly answered, “No, I think I’m going to leave it in a little longer.”  I reached down with my right hand and pushed it in me as far as I could with my middle finger.  Then I put my feet together, squeezing my legs tightly.  Another wave was building up.  I crossed my arms between my breasts and braced myself.Dawn looked at me with a surprised look, “You’re going to have a second one.  Damn, you go, girl.  I think you’re going to make up for all those years tonight.”I couldn’t believe it either.  I started humming out loudly, “Ummm! “  It was like being at the ocean, getting up from being knocked over from a wave and then being hit with another wave.I put my arms out and embraced Dawn to keep from falling over as I cried out, “Oh, oh, oh!!!”  As the second wave crashed upon me, I involuntarily moaned out a long, “Ahhhh,” as I collapsed against Dawn.  It was as intense as the first, maybe more.  My knees were weak.  I had a hot flash, like an explosion, deep in my pussy that sent tremors throughout my body.  My head lay heavily on Dawn’s shoulder.  She held me up.“Wow, Jess, I’m so jealous.  That must have been a hell of an orgasm.”  She put her hand between my legs, “Holy shit.  You’re actually dripping and you’re like an oven down there.”I fell back on the bed, crossing my legs tightly.  There were several aftershocks radiating through my body, causing me to tense and curl each time.  I reached for the remote and turned off the vibrator.  Then, as the tremors began to subside, I lay flat on my back and opened my legs a little bit.  I could feel the cool air on my sopping wet pussy.  It felt good.Dawn looked at me and smiled, “That was awesome.  You buried the vibrator inside you.”I suddenly began to panic, raising my head up and looking down as I reached between my legs with my one hand, feeling nothing but my warm pussy.  “Oh, no.  What do I do now?”“Relax,” replied Dawn.  “I’ll get it out.”She pushed my legs open.  Then, she curled her right hand and reached into my pussy with a look of excitement on her face.  I could feel her fingers sliding into me before they spread open against my vaginal walls.  I could feel the vibrator shift when her fingers slid along its lower shaft as she gripped it.  Dawn had a big smile on her face.  She was clearly enjoying this.  I looked down and her entire hand had disappeared completely inside me.  She slowly pulled her hand out with a firm grip on the vibrator as she said, “I’ve never seen anyone this wet before.”When she finally pulled the vibrator free from my cunt, she held it up and asked, “Do you want a little lick, Babe?”I couldn’t help but smile at her.  She was so cute about it.  This night was such a new experience that I thought I should continue my explorations into my sexuality, answering, “Okay, just a little taste for you.”

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